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★ Subscribe ACTUALLY HAPPENED: is Jade, and she’s fat. That sounds harsh, but it’s actually how she used to introduce herself several years ago when she was bulimic. Now she’s just Jade, who wants to warn you about the dangers of eating disorders. This is what happened to her. She’d always been a perfectionist. Everything around her was supposed to be perfect – her room, her marks, her looks. And also, her best friend. Her name was Joanne, and they met when they were both 12 years old. Jade thought she was the best friend a girl could hope for – she was smart, supportive and caring. When Jade was in her early teens, her body started changing, and her struggle for perfection got much harder. She thought something was wrong with Jade. Joanne was still very caring, but Jade noticed that she didn’t feel certain about her support anymore. She was always giving these small, seemingly innocent comments, like: “You know, my aunt gave me a pair of jeans, but they’re too large for me. Maybe you want to take them? They should fit you.” Or: “I admire the way you work so hard! I’ve always thought that being smart is more important than having good looks.” This led Jade to start thinking that she was ugly and fat. The feeling grew day by day, and at some point she decided that the time had come to do something about it. She had to lose weight. Don’t think she was actually fat. She was absolutely normal – even skinny, but in her imagination she had become a horrible, Godzilla-sized creature. That’s how manipulations and obsessions alter our self-perception. She was the same old Jade, but she was absolutely sure that she had fat everywhere. She decided that she would have to count the number of calories she ate, and stop eating so much. She set a limit of 800 calories per day, but being obsessive, sometimes she didn’t reach even this level. A couple of weeks after she started dieting, Jade lost her appetite completely, and could pass the entire day with just a couple of apples. And she was still sure that she was fat, fat, fat, even though the numbers on the scale went down very quickly. She managed to stick to her diet for a couple of months before her mother noticed that something was up. In the meantime Joanne continued needling her with her constant bragging about herself, and hinting that she pitied Jade for her (supposed) extra weight. Jade now resembled a skeleton and she knew she had anorexia, but at the time she thought she was close to perfection – just another kilo or two – and she would be ideal. Her mom thought otherwise, and decided to force feed her before it was too late. She ate, and suffered because she had the feeling that she was becoming fat again. She still remembers that sandwich that was particularly gross, and then she asked herself why she didn’t just puke it out. Ah… That was such an enormous relief! Brushing her teeth afterwards, she thought about why she couldn’t just do that all the time – it would be the perfect solution. Her mom would see that she was eating, but she would still be able to stay thin. This is how she entered the ‘magical’ world of bulimia. It was nice to eat again – she was so stressed out by Joanne, even if she loved her so much, that she needed to eat to calm down her feelings of nervousness. At some point, she passed on to binge eating – she could eat an enormous bowl of pasta or three pizzas in a row, and then throw up just to continue eating! After several months of this, Jade was in a horrible state. She had awful skin and toothache; she was losing her hair, and had bruises all over her body. Vomiting all day is not a very healthy thing to do. Psychologically she was also unstable – she went from euphoria while eating and puking to desperation while looking at herself in the mirror or talking to Joanne, who gave her priceless advice on how to lose weight even more. She remembers exactly when she the turning point came however. Joanne started growing, just like she had started to do two years before. Soon she no longer looked perfect, and she decided that she needed the same support Jade did. So, Jade said something like: “Do you need a couple of tips on how to lose weight?” And then Joanne started ranting. “Do you mean binging and vomiting like you do? No thanks, that’s gross! I don’t need to lose any weight – I’ll be perfect whatever happens!” Oh my God, thought Jade. She had been telling her about how to achieve physical perfection for months, she’d literally been saying about how fat Jade was and that she ought to lose weight, and now she came out with this?! Jade ended her friendship with Joanne. But after this revelation, her desire to binge eat and her hunger became unbearable. She forced Jade to go to a specialized clinic where they deal with conditions like hers. Now, she’s been healthy for a year already, and she’s proud of it. Perfection does not exist! Music by Epidemic Sound:
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ACTUALLY HAPPENED
ACTUALLY HAPPENED

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2018-11-17
Subscribe To Me For No Reason
Subscribe To Me For No Reason

Her friend is literally killing her.

2018-11-18
M Weaver
M Weaver

1 like, ♾ kicks in the stomach to Joanne. No like: She keeps barfing.

2018-11-18
Gina Hill
Gina Hill

Hi person scrolling to the comments have a nice day!

2018-11-18
Spaetzle Monster XD
Spaetzle Monster XD

When a friend judges you just by your looks... leave this friend...

2018-11-18
Jasmine Bonilla
Jasmine Bonilla

I am very happy that I watched this video cause I always thought I was fat and ugly and I need to loss weight but after watching this I am perfect just the way I am !!

2018-11-18
Tae with Suga Kookies and mochi
Tae with Suga Kookies and mochi

Ok I just need to say something..... *EVEN THOUGH I LOOK LIKE A BURNT ASAIN POTATO, I LOVE MYSLEF*

2018-11-19
My Name Is Scarlet Yes, I know that is a color
My Name Is Scarlet Yes, I know that is a color

*_This is my story_* At P.E about a month ago, I was walking around the track with my _friends_ ,and then one of them said “Ah, I’m only 56 pounds, I’m so skinny, but I don’t wanna get fat” and my other friend said “No, your fine, I’m so fat, I weigh 83 pounds” (We were all 11 years old) Then I Said “No! Your not fat at all, *I AM* “My Friends said “no your not, your skinny” I told them my weight, there reaction hurt me, my one friend made a 😳 face and whispered “wow” my other friend said “you weigh more that my mom, jeez” What hurt me the most was that I was giving them advice, being nice and trying to help them and then all they say is stuff that doesn’t help me. I try not to hang out with these people, but they always try to hang out with me. I know that I’m not fat, but my brain thinks I am. I weigh 122 pounds. Please no hate, only love, be KIND to others, not mean ❤️❤️❤️

2018-11-18
L[ONE] Lγ ɢᴀᴍᴇʀ Joe - Joseph
L[ONE] Lγ ɢᴀᴍᴇʀ Joe - Joseph

Me being skinny = Needle to mah hand Me being fat = L for the doctors Being fat saved my life

2018-11-18
Krazy Chicken
Krazy Chicken

Nuuuuuuuuuu u are super pretty and I look like that but 1. Bun 2. Red frizzy hair 3. Crazy :3 4. FOOD IS LIFE AND I WILL NEVER LEAVE IT

2018-11-18
Michael500ca
Michael500ca

You are beautiful as you are. I am still single at 49 and I understand this. Why?

2018-11-18
slimes and stuff
slimes and stuff

This video made me very uncomfortable... not because im fat or something.... I just hate "friends" who are acting that way. SOLUTION: dont have friends!

2018-11-18
Oprah Nkera
Oprah Nkera

3:56 got me ShOoK

2018-11-18
Limey Lint
Limey Lint

hello everyone, this is jade. And I am fat. ... *t-poses over haters* edit: also I’m kinda going through this rn. but I actually feel like I need to loose weight. and I haven’t eaten all day :D but I don’t exercise so idk at this point ;-;

2018-11-18
swiftie 101
swiftie 101

You don't have to be slim to be perfect *judges herself in the mirror

2018-11-18
Mahlga Jabri
Mahlga Jabri

I struggle with this right now

2018-11-18
Meidas Life
Meidas Life

I LOVE FOOD😍😍...... well i hope she is better

2018-11-18
R screen
R screen

The gym is always an option

2018-11-18
Sophia Tim
Sophia Tim

I would never do that because I HATE the feeling of puking 🤢

2018-11-19
LiGmA
LiGmA

Am I the only one who sees themselves in the mirror and say "I'm acctually normal" but is actually a little bit fat? I weigh 80 kg...

2018-11-18
Why don’t we Limelight’s official
Why don’t we Limelight’s official

Listen to me when I say this, Whichever way you look whichever way you feel you will always be perfect. Someone in this world loves you for who you are. Change if you are not happy it’s not about being skinny until you’re comfortable it’s about being healthy and happy . Thanks for reading. I hope this helped people

2018-11-18
alidow Gaming
alidow Gaming

what does it mean anorexia like if you know comment if you know

2018-11-18
Ashley S
Ashley S

Jade is not fat, she's thicc, btw Jade your little friend need to go, have A good day, you are beautiful jade no matter what☺☺😊😊

2018-11-18
Lilly Prez paw
Lilly Prez paw

Click Here if ur skinny 👇

2018-11-18
Girl Shadow
Girl Shadow

Lol, my best friend told me that she will never gain weight and have pimples, like i do, i say "Well atleast i'm not flat like you tho, two BACKS." Her: " I- Wha- Forget it. " BOOM! Other friend: OOHHHH DESTROYEEEDDDD

2018-11-18
Mon Arron Rumbawa
Mon Arron Rumbawa

When i get bullied i jusr punch them in the face ........ Dont know why but i just feel like it feels good when i punch people and i know i need a psychiatrist Btw im also fat

2018-11-18
PurpleMonkeyz
PurpleMonkeyz

Just *exercise* lol

2018-11-18
Dead Memez
Dead Memez

I eat I poop I dont gain weight! 😕

2018-11-18
Kristen_kawaii _YT
Kristen_kawaii _YT

Omg she gets me, we have everything in common.

2018-11-18
bendy is a weird one
bendy is a weird one

OMFG i think something is happening to me because sometimes, i go through the day WITHOUT EATING A SINGLE THING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2018-11-18
CRae Potter
CRae Potter

This was very inspiring. . . But Emma Watson is perfection, so...

2018-11-18
Ghazala Chuadhary
Ghazala Chuadhary

I am fat too but nobody knows I am fat except my family and my one best friend here name is aliza and second of all she is fat to but we don't care about each other if we are FAT and I don't even or ever feel like I have to change my self and become skinny or whatever 1 like = 1 prayer for thar girl 👍💞

2018-11-18
jade imeene imperial
jade imeene imperial

woah......we have the same name!!!! and i am also fat......but for me ilove being myself😘

2018-11-18
click my picture
click my picture

This why you don't have toxic friends when your growing up

2018-11-18
Lexo Xoxo
Lexo Xoxo

Don’t worry I won’t starve myself for friends I will starve myself for a boy...

2018-11-18
Toni Toni
Toni Toni

Wow Johan is a horrible friend!

2018-11-18
Joshua Torres
Joshua Torres

If perfection doesnt exist then what is danny devito

2018-11-18
Sisters Rule So Does Anime Lovers
Sisters Rule So Does Anime Lovers

You had a terrible friend And she was just.....idk

2018-11-18
Nina_M_World—Gamings are life :3
Nina_M_World—Gamings are life :3

im 11 years old im 40 kg and im alright with it...

2018-11-18
Bruno Reacting
Bruno Reacting

You know gym exist right

2018-11-18
Wobbuffet
Wobbuffet

That happened to me for 4 days 😭

2018-11-18
Graziela Foster
Graziela Foster

"Amiga" hein, imagina se não fosse...

2018-11-18
Jaidyn the best
Jaidyn the best

I weigh 65 pounds and 11 years old and people are like to me you have a dessese then so i get all mad.

2018-11-18
Sandra Young
Sandra Young

What the hell why do we have to know sike i hope you get better and i love this channel lol sorry 😂😂😄😄😅😅

2018-11-18
Arianatorforlife
Arianatorforlife

When her friend said those rude stuff to her I would’ve been like well look who’s talking you were the one who litterally telling her to lose weight and be perfect and your always too full of yourself and thinking your perfect and flawless.Like it just makes no sense how she was just asking her a simple question and asking her if she wants tips at least she could’ve said no thank you I’m fine but maybe if it gets worse I’ll come for advice.

2018-11-18
J4 RU
J4 RU

Thank you for this video cause I keep saying I'm fat and but everyone else says I'm not. I almost started to. No I am just trying to exercise more. Thank you, if it wasn't for you, I may have just been as bad...

2018-11-18
Angeline Tansiyi
Angeline Tansiyi

This was once me.

2018-11-18
Gabriella Pindi
Gabriella Pindi

Every decision you made in life has lead you to read this comment...

2018-11-18
Kaw•\\\•
Kaw•\\\•

This video means a lot to me: Here’s my story. I hit puberty way before anyone else did. The end of fourth grade. I was almost 5’3 which is very tall for a fifth grader. Everyone told me “your so tall?! What do you eat??!” And it kinda bugged me. It didn’t affect me until the end of fifth grade. I realized how much taller and heavier I was than everyone else. In 6th grade it was a little different, I still worried about my height but at least I wasn’t the tallest in my school anymore bc I started middle school but I was now 5’5. I still felt insecure bc I would see all these shorter people looking much nicer than I did. Once I had a project with girls who were about a foot shorter than me. We had to present in class and I felt so big. I thought everyone stared at me. During the summer, I gained 20 pounds after quitting dance. My grand parents usually compared me to my older cousin but now I felt like they were comparing our weight. She has a flat stomach. I don’t. Don’t worry my grand parents aren’t mean I love them. It just bugged me when they said those things. And the only did it a few until I told them to stop. They did don’t worry!! Anyway, I saw stretch marks on my body. When 7th grade started I stopped eating breakfast and sometime lunch. I saw myself as fat, and still kinda do. I try so hard to lose weight but I can’t. I’m still 5’5 and still very tall for my age. People think I’m 15 or 16 when I’m younger. I’m still in 7th. Some people think I got held back even thought I didn’t and I got great grades. Gradually I started hating myself. Each small little harmless comment about my weight or height hurt me. But... I learned to love myself. Through multiple ways. Videos like these and people I look up to telling me to love myself. I learned to like my height but I still need to learn to love my weight. This video helped me with this... thank you ❤️❤️

2018-11-19
Banisha Goswami
Banisha Goswami

Sorry. But forget that traitor,your mother is your actual friend.

2018-11-18
Hey ItsAshley
Hey ItsAshley

Oh please. Everyone changed in minutes even though they are your best friend..😒

2018-11-18
Lila Tabba
Lila Tabba

Doesn’t matter how ur body shape is, as long as u r healthy that’s great! You may not have the body you want but that totally doesn’t mean your not healthy and come on, it’s almost 2019 nobody cares! Be happy with yourself no matter what. Just remember that.. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL.

2018-11-18
Kiwi Quicc
Kiwi Quicc

Jesus you have issues Why tho? You *KNOW* it's not true I don't gerrit Edit: no offense but what happens in your mind when you have this?

2018-11-18
LoanLeaf
LoanLeaf

When someone calls me fat than I take advise and go to a gym

2018-11-18
OCKC Broken
OCKC Broken

Let's all slap Joane

2018-11-18
Circus baby
Circus baby

My name is Joanna too!!!

2018-11-18
YouDucka Sucka
YouDucka Sucka

I have COMPULSIVE EATING DISORDER

2018-11-18
Iv Mxst
Iv Mxst

What a first line. *i am jade/Jane and I am fat*

2018-11-18
Samuel David
Samuel David

Next episode:I couldn't stop masturbating to keep my self healthy

2018-11-18
Erkhem Banzragch
Erkhem Banzragch

Are you coping storybooth

2018-11-18
Trinity Tiyoko
Trinity Tiyoko

You're beautiful just the way you are.

2018-11-19
Mansirat Gill
Mansirat Gill

I eat so much but I am still thin

2018-11-18
Ada 001
Ada 001

İts so sad...

2018-11-18
rangus41
rangus41

I know a Jade thalwall that has anorerixa that is in little mix

2018-11-18
Mariana Areano
Mariana Areano

I’m skinny but I eat more than a cow 🤣

2018-11-18
Pieface
Pieface

how do you make yourself throwup??

2018-11-18
zombieleader god
zombieleader god

#toxicfriends

2018-11-18
the awesome team hehe*
the awesome team hehe*

Its not Anerexia it's Anexoria

2018-11-18
luna123
luna123

I used to have bulimia too.

2018-11-18
Sherlynne_ Wolfhard
Sherlynne_ Wolfhard

I used to be fat but when I went through puberty I lost a lot of weight.

2018-11-18
Carloswhisker
Carloswhisker

3:20 she ate the bowl

2018-11-18
KHPA11
KHPA11

Congrates on 500k you deseve it <3

2018-11-18
vanillamilkisgud
vanillamilkisgud

This video made me hungry

2018-11-19
nahin nahar
nahin nahar

I was fat when I was young but when I was elder I became normal because when I was 3 I have Dairia and now I am not fat I am normal

2018-11-18
Ergent Topi
Ergent Topi

I hope you get beter soon

2018-11-18
Janice Ribx videos
Janice Ribx videos

Please keep posting

2018-11-18
Alex pro 10599
Alex pro 10599

Is it natrul if you can see your ribs

2018-11-18
ken
ken

How do I send in my story?

2018-11-18
GachaSuiashi Panda
GachaSuiashi Panda

2:27 a skelengton

2018-11-18
Julia Hernandez
Julia Hernandez

I think that shes corect picuse you have too be you'ur self 😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇

2018-11-19
Vladimir Slavski
Vladimir Slavski

Girls are complicaded

2018-11-18
Sqfdj 1234
Sqfdj 1234

Isn’t that called O.C.D

2018-11-18
Discover
Discover

People can’t see the real beauty of each individual if they take a glance at you and say no then the don’t deserve you. Everyone diserves life love I used to feel fat but the a bunch of girls liked me and I changed the way I feel about myself. You’re great and I don’t care what other jerks say.

2018-11-19
Rlee Arts
Rlee Arts

Thats loww gurl

2018-11-18
Animator Rally
Animator Rally

I feel fat... I’m 90 pounds.... ;-;

2018-11-18
Food For Life
Food For Life

Whoever thinks they are fat. NO! You are PHAT❤️ Or THICc whichever you want just not fat.

2018-11-18
Allyson Odakura
Allyson Odakura

What if this channel and storybooth is secretly the same? 😲

2018-11-19
Just Nom Nom
Just Nom Nom

the one like on this coment is my own

2018-11-19
ᴡɪɢʟᴇꜱꜱ
ᴡɪɢʟᴇꜱꜱ

i didn't eat for three days and on the fourth one i just couldn't anymore even tho i told myself I wasn't hungry, so i ate lunch and then tried to throw up but it never worked. i honestly tried to throw up so many times, i went so deep into my throat but nothing happened. any tips?

2018-11-18
DANNYBOY PLAYS GAMEZZZ Lolipop
DANNYBOY PLAYS GAMEZZZ Lolipop

Girls remember puberty makes u sexy not fat

2018-11-18
a no name
a no name

o0oo00o

2018-11-18
Strangers Thingsz
Strangers Thingsz

ITS CALLED TOXIC FRIEND

2018-11-19
Autumn Nicole
Autumn Nicole

I only eat when I’m hungry

2018-11-19
PansexualGender 06
PansexualGender 06

Gayyy

2018-11-18
DarkFlare Strong-single-female-cool
DarkFlare Strong-single-female-cool

I’m overweight apparently. I keep getting called ‘ fat ‘ but I just ignore it. I mean, at a young age you shouldn’t go on a diet. And I’ll tell you, I when I was a kid I thought it was ok to do it at my age. But now I know that’s not okay as you could get anorexia and bulimia. Please stop calling people fat. If they say it to you, don’t take it to heart. Remember, you’re beautiful just the way you are.

2018-11-18
Balaj Nasir
Balaj Nasir

Hey at least you don’t have cancer like me

2018-11-18
Elizabeth Ferguson
Elizabeth Ferguson

As someone who is overweight this is hard to accept. People always body shame and body judge. My goal weight is 105 lbs. im 5’4’’ but I’ve always wanted to be skinny. Ive never made myself throw up but lets honest, i know deep down that i would be pretty if i was skinny and i would have more friends

2018-11-18
☠ ⓜⓐⓓⓝⓔⓢⓢ ☠
☠ ⓜⓐⓓⓝⓔⓢⓢ ☠

Wasting time on your temporary human vessel, so pathetic. If people don't like you for being fat then they are worthless, nothing to fear.

2018-11-18
MemeMan420
MemeMan420

Why do women care about their weight so much like holy shit

2018-11-18
Mike Wooden
Mike Wooden

Making yourself puke is realy really bad... your stomach can eat its self and if you keep doing it then you wont. Be able to eat without. Puking....but it doesnt matter if your fat,skiny,chubby,your still gonna shine remember you dont have to be skinny to be beautiful...

2018-11-18